Have you ever wonder what is your purpose in this world? I used to wonder about that all the time and feel anxious constantly .
因為那個時候I haven’t found a clear mission in life and not sure why I am here . Therefore I told myself to relax but still can never get rid of this anxiety and uncertainty .
就是覺得無聊還有覺得一年一年過很可怕。After coming back from Dubai I have totally shifted my mindset and found my purpose.
常常聽到人家說如果你想要做的事情是心流的時候你就會做得非常好完全也不管時間也不管賺多少錢。但是有趣的是reward will come following when that’s the last thing you care . And you feel very satisfied .
還是一樣教學生但是整個感覺不一樣成果也不一樣完全不找別人出去吃飯也沒關係because design the course for them as well as doing this podcast can make me even giving up sleeping . I can just do the work continuously without wanting to rest or going out.
所有的學生向心力更強了現在waiting list 更長也更是原本就是出類拔萃的小孩。Doing the teens podcast brings me the feel of making a difference . 人家常常說當你想要回饋社會的時候就是一切都很順利想要走下一步的時候。
別人笑說這是老人的症頭or you have too much time 我也不會有任何感覺 because judgement and criticism will longer effect me . It’s a real sense of purposeful life and fulfillment.
I am not a lifestyle guru I can’t tell you what to do . But I love to share how this works.
If not, it’s part of the process. You are one step closer to your purpose.
Everything you work hard to do will never be a waste .
I seriously think I have way too much energy. Some people are on the high because of drug or alcohol or sugar. My drug is competition.
Just love competitions and performances. Or just anything that is related to stage . Maybe being the real extrovert i just need to move and take on new challenges. Went to the area 6 competition tonight. Our club won the table topic I thought our president Chris was sensational.
Haven’t been writing for blog entries for a while cause life has been so hectic. I saw there are still many people checking on my blog daily and felt so guilty that I must come and say something.
Let’s record a podcast tomorrow then!
i must say it really takes some adjustment to come back to reality in Sydney.
Firstly it’s freezing cold and wet here. Huge difference .
Secondly we have a concert coming in 7 days plus exams in a month so there is no stop at all. I have such trouble finding accompanist for my singers that I called so many of them. There are some private matters that are stressful too .
At one stage I think my stress is overwhelming.
I learn to deal with it by writing down each issues. The problems, the worst thing that could happen , how can I make the worst scenario to be a little better, and what to do next. Then I just pray.
Strangely one of the worst issue that actually solves by doing this. The second day I suddenly had this A ha moment .
Write it down. Write down the worst it can happen. What can you do to make minimum damage. Pray. And aee what happened .
Then you might find a way to make it a little better.
I talked to quite a lot of different people since arriving in Dubai. I just have this great interest towards people. How people live. What are the hopes and dreams and what are their worries and concerns.
Of course I have mine too. No matter how paradise Australia might be or how fortunate my work and life might be we are always bombarded with different worries and anxieties and our mind is constantly learning to work towards it.
One thing I learn from people is that no matter how good a person's profession looks to you, regardless the huge salary package or life style they live in Dubai, deep down everyone is insecure about the future and everyone is looking for a better way .
I love talking to people. You learn from them in lots of different ways.
老師並不是需要貴重的禮物，雖然這個給我二百塊餐廳voucher 很令人高興，但是最高興的是他寫的令人感動的卡片。The messages she wrote made you feel that all my efforts over the years is worth it .
這種尊重老師的學生還有家長will go far in life cause relationship in life always go both ways. However you respect and treat others will come back to you in abundance 。
Havent been doing blog entries for a few days.
Firstly I got this eye infections due to contact lenses and was on my glasses all week which made me very dizzy.
Then caught the cold from a student . Lucky propolis is an amazing thing. A few drops with water has solved problem after 3 Days.
Now I am back. Not fun to be sick. This is actually my first unwell state for the whole year.
Money should be used in fun things not medicine.
So take care guys!
Today I learn something from my girlfriends that I have never realized before.
If you are married or in a de facto relationship for even just 6 months, the other partner is able to claim your assets when you are seperated
I always know that but I never knew the other party can claim that asset you bought before your were married. Unless the assets is in the name of family trust. De facto relationship can be as short as 6 months to make that all possible.
Perhaps it’s better not to get divorced.
Or just don’t get married.
It’s a little sad and surprised to hear about her experience. But it’s so good to see her fly high and wide now.
Miss Saigon on broadway.
I can't believe how powerful, raw, this new Miss Saigon production is. Very different from the Lea Salonga Miss Saigon in the 1990s. I have so much to talk about each musical. So with the one hour radio show with Radio northern beaches I think I will decide to do one hour on one specific musical once a week.
Start with Miss Saigon. I have seen this production once in Sydney in the 90s and once in 2000s, also West end in London and the broadway movie version too. Lea and Eva sang very differently too. I don't know if the audience will be interested but I am very passionated with music theatre. There is so much to talk about .
How powerful it is to be able to sing. You really feel on top of the world.
Radio Northern Beaches is in terry hills . That’s quite far away from me and tonight is the first time that I actually drove there in the dark.
I supposed to be there at 7:30 pm normally it takes just 30 min they to the radio station. Tonight I tried to avoid wakehurst pathway . Apparently wakehurst pathway is the most spooky road in Sydney . I have heard so many different stories about
So I decided to drive all the way to Dee why before turning into forest way. When I finished with the station I actually drove all the way to chatswood direction before driving back.
Oh I will definitely lock in the morning time for recording. Driving at night to Terry Hills is just too scary. My hands were shaking .
No bush and no driving darkness for susie at night please.....